Mom’s Cream Puffs from My Childhood
My mother is a real and true home cook/homemaker in a typical Japanese household. Except that she was somewhat a progressive homemaker in terms of what we consumed. She belonged to a homemaker organization called Fujin no Tomono Kai and was a subscriber to a co-op CSA on demand form early on. My mom gifted me a subscription to their magazines a couple of years ago and I still receive their monthly publication sent from Japan. Apparently there is even a NYC branch.
She didn’t believe in feeding us anything processed or pre-made. Meals and snacks were all home made from scratch including breads for breakfast to miso, tofu, and pickles for everyday meals. She gets organically and sustainably produced meats, fish, and vegetables from the co-op weekly. I think she’s somewhat loosen up now that kids are long gone from the household and my parents are now older.
I never really got to eat much junk food like potato chips, candy bars, and soft drinks. I remember the occasional 100% pressed grape juice in glass bottle with farmer’s name on the label that was scarily dark and tart that she would get from co-op. But in trade for seemingly more fun and enticing marketed junk food in store aisles, I got home made desserts like seasonal apple cakes with special Kougyoku apples in winter, yeasted buns with red bean jam inside, Sakura-mochi (red bean jam wrapped in cherry blossom rice mochi) in spring, Kashiwa-mochi (steamed mochi with red bean jam wrapped in oak leaves) for Children’s Day. My favorite and most frequent repeater was her cream puffs, we call them choux cream in Japan.
My Challenging Time with Easy Cream Puffs with Fuss
Since I moved to the States I have encountered Italian versions at bakeries or profiteroles at restaurants, I even tried those frozen ones from super markets but most of the time I am deeply disappointed. I don’t remember when but eventually (more recently than earlier than you might think though)I got the recipe from my mom and started making my own. In the beginning I didn’t own scale and all the baking recipes from Japan would be in weights instead of volume. My mom and I had to translate that weights into volume but now I am in doubt that was accurate as I realize depending on the website source the conversion varies. If anything baking is where amounts of ingredients play significant roles. My very first try was not a success at all. I added too many eggs to the choux batter and they came out flat. After a few tries I got a hang of it and then realized this treat is one of easiest desserts that come out impressive and everybody loves. But I only tend to make cream puffs in winter time when there is no fun fruits to make pies or other fruit cakes with other than usual apples after so many apple pies.
This weekend we were going to Philadelphia for an art opening of my friend who lives far in Texas and to visit friends who live there that visit NYC more often than we visit them. I wanted to bring some home made treats for the opening but I had no fruits since we had to leave before the farmer’s market day. Pie or cake wouldn’t have been a good choice anyhow as it is hard to serve for a crowd in standing situation. I knew cookies are much easier to travel with on the bus but lacked the special wow-effect. I risked it and decided to go with mini bite size cream puffs.
Recently food52 had a contest on Your Best Fair Food and the winner was State Fair Cream Puffs. Immediately my response was, “Who associates cream puffs with state fairs?” You’d think of all the fried anything junk when it comes to state fair food and cream puffs seem too dainty for state fair. But I actually never been to any state fairs (yes I lived in Minnesota and Iowa for total of 9 years) so I asked Eric and his response was similar. But apparently at Wisconsin State Fair where this recipe author grew up is known for its dairy bakery that has been producing cream puffs during the fair since 1924 and the record for world’s largest cream puff, weighing in at 125.5 pounds, was achieved August 11 of this year. I have acquired different choux recipes over few years but I always went back to the Japanese one from the homemaker magazine. Others were either somewhat too dry or bland. I was hesitant to risk on a new recipe for this special occasion but I always want to try new recipes when I find them in the quest for finding the best. So I gave a try for this one adapted from Wisconsin Baker’s Association which gave me some funny credibility.
I was quite happy with the result especially the nice browning on top from egg yolk wash. This recipe is in the camp of drying them in the ajar oven with wooden spoon after baking them. They were mosit and soft inside but crisp on the outside, and had good balance of slat. I made the Bourbon Chocolate Whipped Cream that recipe called for and also my go to vanilla custard except this time I used half & half, the trick I got from making Boston Cream Pie previous week. This trick of combining whipped cream and custard is from my mom. We think it gives nicer consistency; nor too heavy from custard or too light and cream fatty from whipped cream.
The Embarrassing Flying Cream
Then here came the real problem, filling the puffs. I always just cut the puffs 3/4 of way at the middle and filled each one with spoon. I am not sure if I just don’t whip my heavy cream stiff enough or somehow mixing the custard into whipped cream make the mixture liquidly. Often times my cream mixture is soft and ooze out when one simply bites into it. So I have to warn them to take the top off and scoop up the cream from the bottom half a bit, eat the top then the bottom. On this particular occasion, the very problem pronounced itself loudly. Well, I had to fill them hours before the expected time of serving since we were taking the 2-hour bus ride from Manhattan to Philadelphia then there was a bit of time until the opening. Meantime, the cream puffs weren’t chilled to keep the cream somewhat stiff and of course they got rattled a bit on the bus.
By the time my friends could bite into their first puff, powdered sugar was disappeared into sticky clear film on top and cream mixture was loose. Yes, Eric warned me ahead of time that cream puffs don’t travel well and this would happen . But still, I wanted to please my friends and I think they at least appreciated my effort. One after another at the opening, a lot of people who got their hands on my cream puffs had messy results and I didn’t produce napkins to them. For some I could warn them in time, for others I wasn’t quick enough and had a rather embarrassing (for me) moments. One friend refused to eat another one after a messy episode, it got me thinking that this is a real problem if not to blame entirely on the warm and long travel condition.
Down the Road to Problem Solving
Eric swore that problem came from the slit in the middle of puff shell. The cream mixture easily oozed out the sides when you bit in. If the cream was injected into the shell without the big slit, it would not have as big of problem he said. I didn’t quite buy the theory. I thought it would still force the cream out to some weak spots on the shell and bursts. Besides I did try injecting the cream in with pastry bag with a tip but it totally failed. I didn’t think it was worth the frustration on my part.
When our friends took us to one of my favorite kitchen stores, Fante’s, in Italian Market section in Philly, Eric and our friend investigated the options. I wasn’t paying attention and focused on portion scoop I’ve been waiting to get at the very store. (They carry the best one! #1 rated by Cook’s Illustrated) They were looking at poultry baster with injection holes along the extended arm and other things and emerged with a plastic syringe saying that we can do something to the tip to adjust it for the purpose. But Eric realized it won’t work for a reason or another… The real thing for the very purpose was more expensive but now Eric figured we had to invest in the real deal, decorating syringe with Bismarck pastry tube.
I thought it was a silly buy since alternative costs none and doesn’t require any special tools, just a bit harder to eat. But Eric insisted on buying them so we did come home with those silly single purpose kitchen tool (you know what professional home cooks say about those). Another friend from grad school was in town and we were going to meet up in Brooklyn and I knew she has sweet tooth. I made another batch of cream puffs. I was pretty skeptical of this cheap looking plastic device but I had to try it once at least.
Verdict
Let me tell you this first, it was quite frustrating using it. But I must say the result was rather better than I imagined. There is a quirky little problem in order to use this effectively. I need to make a little slit on baked shells to let the steam out to dry them out after baking them and leave them in the warm oven for an hour. Ideally I would make the slit or hole on the bottom of the shell if I were to inject the cream in. But the bottom is hard and crisp when just baked fresh and I’d risk crushing the delicate top part of the shell by holding the shell to poke a hole on the bottom. So I ended up making slits on weak spots(thin parts) on top part. But when I injected the cream into the shell, some bursted out from those little slits or I injected cream using those slits but it would leave bit of traces of cream and they look messy. The most annoying thing using the syringe was that it can only hold cream enough to fill two puffs so I was constantly filling it back but that is such a messy job. Sometimes the top lid with handles came right off not enduring the force and made a mess. Did I mention I hate messy jobs and messy counter? So this bugged me to no end. But the ones I filled cream successfully looked neat and when I bit into them they didn’t burst the cream out all over. So the verdict? I will keep using them and get better at using it and I think it’s worth the extra work to get the perfect cream puffs. Happy Eric? But you try it once how you can stand how irritating it can be. I looked into other syringes online and there are more high-end stuff that might work better out there. But for now this is a step up from knife and spoon.















































































































































